Currently...

Listening to: "Take My Love" by The Lone Bellow. They opened for Brandi Carlile when Jarvis and I saw her at Red Butte Gardens. We were just starting to date. That summer, that night, those artists, that place... they all have a very special place in my heart.

Reading: "You Are A Badass" by Jen Sincero. Still. *eye roll* I'm a fast reader when I want to be, but I've been working on this book since June. I need to finish, though! I have a few books waiting to be read and I'm excited to read them.

Eating: Nothing. It's almost 11pm.

Drinking: Raspberry Lemonade Crystal Light. What else would I be drinking?! ;)

Wearing: Volleyball spandex and the Irma my sister sent me. This is comfort at it's finest.

Feeling: Lots of things. That's why I got out of bed to write. Thankful. Loved. Inspired. Clarity.

Wanting: To soak in every moment of tomorrow and really "carpe diem." Neither Jarvis or I work so it's a family day and I want to enjoy every minute of it.

Needing: To finish my gospel doctrine lesson. The whole book of Ether.

Thinking: I was thinking a lot about the kids who survived that car crash the weekend before Thanksgiving while I was lying in bed. I wonder how they're doing. How are they dealing with the loss of their friends? I hope they aren't feeling survivors guilt. I wonder if they'll learn some of the same lessons I did when I survived my crash. They're on my mind.

Enjoying: This Crystal Light. Mmm.

Wondering: (see Thinking) and also... If I'll get this new job I applied for at America First. :)

Weathering: (still) my last job move with AF. I realized today that the next step in this healing process is... for me to just get over it. The only thing standing in the way of me and my happiness and peace is myself. I have to own this part now and move on. It's not been and it won't be easy, but it's time. I've allowed myself time to wallow (if that's what you want to call it) and it's time to pick up and move forward.

Loving: God. Jarvis. Luke. My bosses. Pandora. Crystal Light. The Book of Mormon. My new favorite pens. That my house is clean. Our Christmas tree.